There's a sort of pause - a break. Writing about how good how easy it is, being with you. There’s parts of me that never learned to describe all the ways of your kindness Your patience What words can express peace and the glow in my chest When I look at you as you sleep next to me one arm draped over my body You fall asleep holding me. And the delay in writing of the internal experience of being with you maybe it'll be temporary I know words for pain. It’s the good feelings I’m still learning.