There are some people
that offer their kindness
only when they believe
I belong to them
or owe them
in some way.

When it is revealed
that I belong to myself
that my own kindness
was not contingent on

their own
is rescinded.

the moon meets the sun

i've tasted 
fire and ice

fully satisfied.

i taste you

a combination
of heat
and cold

of floral
and earth

and i want it
and again.

You are a balance
an in between
i didn't know
i could experience.

I waited for the moonrise
and you showed me worth
in holding out
for the sun.